this is weird. but i went to read all my entries i ever wrote in here. and i really realised how my life has been, all the ups and downs. yes, juliet, you're right. i should never ever delete this blog. cause everything's written so frankly in every entry. though sometimes i feel really sad in the posts, i'm pretty sure i'll laugh at myself as i'll read them when i'm a little older. hehh. how cool can that be, man.

and i've realised too, that my entries are short, compared to those i used to post last year and early this year. oh wells. perhaps it's just another thing that i've not been realising. but i really dont think that there's been many things i could actually blog about.


can i be a hardworking person from now on?
please?

i'm worried that i'm still bothered by the thought of you,
):